A Beginning, San Diego to Las Vegas
Having said that, this first column will be for better or for worst a personal one.
There have been pivotal moments that have shaped the direction of my life. Today I ponder one of those moments.
3 months ago, a woman that I was deeply in love with and saw a bright future with broke up with me out of the blue, telling me she did not see a future with me. It devastated me to the core and three months later, still does.
At the time, I had a modest income working as a teacher in one of the most desirable locations in the world, San Diego, CA. Two weeks after the break up I received word that my job was going to be eliminated. Subsequently my best friend called me and invited me to start my life again. I decided to take up my best friends offer and do a workshop in Las Vegas, NV.
At this workshop I discovered that I had given up on my life years before without even knowing it. Unfortunately for me I didn’t realize that the reason I had given up on my life was because of women. Thus I decided to give up my apt and a full paid scholarship to State in order to pursue a girl I met in the workshop. What love does to some men! I left everything behind and relocated to Las Vegas. Thinking this was my chance to start new and build a long steady relationship. Unfortunately I hadn’t learned my lesson and things didn’t work out.
Now I sit at a restaurant in Long Beach, Ca pondering the next step in my life. That pivotal moment at the start of this column.
If I take this path it might change me forever. You as the reader will discover my choice in subsequent columns and the beauty the world holds.
Not at the Table